Diary of 11th

I’m taking my first official TOEFL test next Saturday. Ugh, so excited.

I took a mock test like two months ago, and received a 95.

A three digit 115 is what I desperately need L

Anyways, I am so tired!

I guess light sleeping for 30 minutes didn’t help relieving stress… Now, my eyes just close whatever I do; listening to the TOEFL listening section, memorizing SAT vocabularies, eating dinner, even as I am writing this post! Lol

Just this morning, my friend Rin came out from her house to see a guy waiting by her front door.

According to Jane, she has no idea who it is. But he gave her a rose.

Lol

Lol

Well a fake rose.

But that’s not what I am laughing at.

I just find it funny and creepy how this random guy Jane has no idea of, comes up and gives a rose without a word. Jane said that he looked coy. Which makes it more ‘awwww’

Ugh, as a student who attends to a girls only school, we are super sensitive about boys. Lol

(it feels like I am back to 6^th grade or something lol)

Our class all gave that ‘death stare’ to Rin because we were obviously jealous of her. Lol

I swear, she has this… this… um.. Guy Blessing.

When she told me that she never spent Christmas alone, I wanted to punch her.

Hahahhahah I might have punched her. Not that hard though J

So there she was, all moody and shit how she broke up with the last one few months ago just a month till Christmas, she finally decided to move on.

That leads to last Saturday, when she met this guy introduced by her friend Kim. Jane spent few hours with Ben, who is Kim’s boyfriend’s friend. (Does that make sense?!)

Jane didn’t admit, but from how she described her day with him, I thought she liked Kim.

But my predictions were wrong again. (All the time, when I make a prediction or foreshadow an event, I am always wrong.)

I don’t know much about dating as much as her because she spent like… 95% of her life with a guy, but she said they didn’t click.

How the f=ck am I supposed to understand that. Lol

I don’t even know how ‘clicking’ feels like lol

But what I don’t understand more, is the way she said ‘let’s not keep in contact.’

She sent a text message,

‘Hey, I think it’s better for us if we reorganize our relationship’

‘Reorganize’

Anyhow, I ended up talking about my friend Rin instead of my life.

I don’t have much to talk about my ‘life’ because it’s so… dull and tenuous and so not enthralling.

I wish I’ve got something to say… but ugh.

It’s not like I have much interest in guys anyway.

Oh right, lol

Maya got into Princeton??!?!?!?!?!

 How did that happen??????

oh oh hey Maya, if you are seeing this, which is like 0.001% likely, I am happy for you. .